So some of you already know what happened to me today.

I got laid off from my job. They're not really making any sales right now and there's nothing to do, so they had to let me go. She said when things pick up again in 2 months or so, she'll call me back. It's so sad that how we're a Christmas decoration company and right now is October already, not a lot of mall/cities/etc. are buying anything from us. D: This economy sucks...and I thought it's going to get better. I'm going to miss my coworkers. I worked there for 7 months. I made friends, and I now I have to let them go...

I was going to buy the AAA photobook since they released it, but I guess it's not happening until I find a new job. D:

1) I'm not impress with "Koi No Abo" by NEWS.
I was looking forward to the new single. But heck, another song that's "blah"? I was waiting for NEWS to impress me with another song just like "Summer Time" or "Hoshi wo Mezashite", but it didn't happen. WHYYY. I understand some people think it's a different approach to their image, but I don't like it. This should be a song that Kajani 8 should sing. It's their type of song. The PV is funny but, it's kinda lame. I prefer their last single "Happy Birthday" with the cute graphics in the background if you ask me to choose. (I still don't like "Happy Birthday", even months have past) Overall, new NEWS's single= I don't like it. Not a happy fangirl.

2) I want the old NEWS back.
I want the NEWS that have decent songs such as "Cherish", "Summer Time", "Hoshi wo Mezashite", etc. Songs that have meanings for God's sake. Johnny san, you can do better. Hire another song writer and give them better single! And please give Yamapi some hair dye to dye that blonde hair away. Please.

3) Why Arashi always have better songs than NEWS?
Arashi always have better songs! Seriously! I started to compare them side by side since I love both groups. But heck, I'll have to say Arashi never fail even once with a bad CM song! All Arashi's commercial songs are freakin catchy and awesome! I seriously wouldn't buy that facial cleaning product by KOSE coz I hate the song "Happy Birthday". Plus it's pretty expensive. I would however, by a AU phone (if I can!) coz Arashi makes the product look so cool. And the CM song "Season" got stuck in my head. I love "Fuyu wo Dakishimete" even! *listens to it right now*

4) My guy friend thinks Arashi dance pretty good.
My friend Andrew came over last night and fix my sister's PC. I showed him some Arashi's videos and he was impressed with Arashi's dancing skills! He was all, "You know, it's hard to sing, dance, and be happy all at the same time!" I gave him a pat on his shoulder and said, "Oh Andrew, I'm so glad you're not dissing them and actually like them. Coz I'm sure other guys will." He asked me if they rap (coz he wants to see a Japanese man rap), so I showed him Music Lovers Live, where Sho raps in "Beautiful Days". :D But at the end, my sis's PC didn't get fix. Computer was acting weird. I hate PCs.

So I finally managed to read most of those fan reports for the Sho/NYCC event. I can't imagine if I actually did go to New York. Desperate I HATE the cold weather, I love crowds. I'm one of those weird people who love... a lot of people. The more the merrier. (And that's why I like Black Friday) I'd love to fangirl with other fans before the Con in the COLD and whatnot. Fun stuff you know? Anyhow,I read about how some people don't really have common sense and just push the other fans in order to get the movie tickets. And my friend's lil bro got hurt and fell down. WTF man? Pushing is NOT COOL. I'm just pissed off even though I wasn't there. The bottom line is that if you follow the rules, you'll get what you want. No need to push other people! Ugh.

But seeing Sho in this video doing that "A.Ra.Shi" hand movements just bring up a smile on my face. So freakin awesome. Oh, and that Chikubi video made me LOL big time too! XD I hope Sho heard that! And forgot to mention that Sho looks really good in that suit.

I can't wait til' the new News Zero is up! :D

So Sho is going to be at the Comic Con in NYC this Feb 6th. Everyone is talking about it. I WANNA GO!

I'm jobless right now. I have a job interview tomorrow. There's a chance I might get the job. I just checked my Northwest airline account to see if I'm qualify for a free ticket. Apparently they messed up my mileage points thingy so I dont know if I have enough points to get this ticket. I want to go, but yet I just came back from Hong Kong not so long ago. Is it ok to leave home once again to see my idol? Really need to think about it.

I don't think I'm going after all. I hope there's gonna be a BIG crowd that day, so Sho will know how much fans Arashi have over here. I only wish they do the premier of "Yattaman" at the San Diego Comic Con, but not the one in NYC. Darn it. T____T

Sho chan, at least we'll be in the same country!

I finally found "Koizora" (the movie) online and watched it this morning. I cried so darn much. I havent cry this much in a long time. I always found Haruma Miura kinda annoying because he's particularly EVERYWHERE on Livejoural and I got tired of seeing him. I watched the movie because some girl on my f-list said good things about it, plus I like Yui Aragaki a lot. After watching the movie, I thought that Miura kun (his name is "Hiro" in the movie) acting is pretty good. I even found him kinda cute. But he's freakin 18 years old! For some reason I thought he's my age. O___O" I feel awkward after finding that out. XD The real "Hiro"(Mizushima Hiro) is much suitable for me. LOL.

Anyhow, my site is up and you can check it out here. This one guy on my Facebook (We're not friends in real life) said my site is too simple. WTF. There's something in the design world called Minimalism and "Less is More". Whatever dude. My teacher likes it. I like it. It shows what type of work I can do. That's all there's to it. And I'm a graphic designer, not a web designer.

Sho's new hairdo is really cute. Makes him look younger. I love it. <3

I just got this e-mail. I wanna cry.

"Hi, I am sorry I didn't contact you sooner, but I was hoping that if I waited I would have better news. I went to Shige's butai, and of course it was wonderful, but I was unable to get the money out of my account do to problems with my bank in time to purchase your pamphlet, and everyone else goods. After talking to my bank I was able to straighten out the problem with them in time to buy goods at Shige's last Tokyo performance, but there was a limit of ten on any one item that could be purchased, and I had more than ten orders for the pamphlet. I am sorry that I couldn't get your pamphlet for you. My friend says that they sometimes sell them at Johnny's shop after the performances are over. So I plan on keeping a look out for them there. In the meantime I am going to refund your money to you. I am really sorry I wish there was something more I could do."

Whyyy? WHYYYY? *sniff sniff*

[edit: You have no idea how EXCITED I was to get this pamphlet. I mean SO FREAKIN EXCITED! T____T I feel really down right now. Re-ya-ly down. This just pretty much ruin my weekend. UGH! Unless this seller e-mail me back saying, "hey I see it at J-shop and I can buy it for you once again!", I'm not going to be happy for a while...]

My friend oystersauce87 inspired me to do the following:

This is how Shige's hair looks like right now:

Pretty shocking, right? But he looks skinnier so I think it's okay. I still hate that color though.

I photoshopped his hair to match Junno(Kat-tun)'s blonde hair that he had a while ago:

Which is a lot of NOs.

I hope it will get back to this real soon. T____T

Shige looks MUCH BETTER with darker hair colors.